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im just a teenage drama queen
throw up my guts for self esteem
Created on 2004-11-19 02:03:02 (#5194289), last updated 2005-01-24
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Basic Info| Name: | thin_is_in118 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 02-07 |
| Location: | Colorado, United States |
Bioposting my stats.
height:5'7
cw: too afraid to weigh
hw:168
lw:135
stg:140
stg2:130
ltg:120
below is the most beautiful thing ive ever read...
Dearest you,
I know you are feeling weak right now - but these are the moments of you that I enjoy the most. I told you this would not be easy - if it was easy, everyone would be thin & beautiful & perfect. Everyone would never eat, and they would live on air as you wish. No, dear. The pains you are feeling right now are worth it - I promise. Don't think about the moment you are in now, think about the moments to come on the scale. One day, this pain will subside and your scale will read out the precious numbers of your goal. On that day, you with cry with happiness and thank me. YOu will look in the mirror and like what you see. Appreciate the gifts that I am giving you. Perserverance, self-control, determination. You will need these things later - you are not weak, you are becoming strong in your pain. These are gifts I am giving you asking nothing in return, except your trust. Trust me when I tell you that I know what is best for you. I need you to be strong right now. I need to you to fill that hungry belly of yours with ice water, or green tea. Sip down some broth, dear child - and save your tears for another day, another time. YOu have lifetimes - years & years ahead of you to enjoy all those horrible foods running through your mind right now. Let someone else have them - give the gift of fatty calories to somebody else tonight. Not to yourself. Don't be selfish. Be strong for me. Even when you are holding your stomach, in more pain then you've ever imagined you could suffer - I need you to give yourself to me; trust that I know what I am doing. [Since you obviously can't handle this on your own, due to your weakness]. You arent thin enough. You arent beautiful. You are just you right now ..and that isn't good enough - hold tight to me, dear child.
Trust me.
Because without me, you are nothing.
Love, Ana
stay strong everyone, think thin, reach your goals <3
height:5'7
cw: too afraid to weigh
hw:168
lw:135
stg:140
stg2:130
ltg:120
below is the most beautiful thing ive ever read...
Dearest you,
I know you are feeling weak right now - but these are the moments of you that I enjoy the most. I told you this would not be easy - if it was easy, everyone would be thin & beautiful & perfect. Everyone would never eat, and they would live on air as you wish. No, dear. The pains you are feeling right now are worth it - I promise. Don't think about the moment you are in now, think about the moments to come on the scale. One day, this pain will subside and your scale will read out the precious numbers of your goal. On that day, you with cry with happiness and thank me. YOu will look in the mirror and like what you see. Appreciate the gifts that I am giving you. Perserverance, self-control, determination. You will need these things later - you are not weak, you are becoming strong in your pain. These are gifts I am giving you asking nothing in return, except your trust. Trust me when I tell you that I know what is best for you. I need you to be strong right now. I need to you to fill that hungry belly of yours with ice water, or green tea. Sip down some broth, dear child - and save your tears for another day, another time. YOu have lifetimes - years & years ahead of you to enjoy all those horrible foods running through your mind right now. Let someone else have them - give the gift of fatty calories to somebody else tonight. Not to yourself. Don't be selfish. Be strong for me. Even when you are holding your stomach, in more pain then you've ever imagined you could suffer - I need you to give yourself to me; trust that I know what I am doing. [Since you obviously can't handle this on your own, due to your weakness]. You arent thin enough. You arent beautiful. You are just you right now ..and that isn't good enough - hold tight to me, dear child.
Trust me.
Because without me, you are nothing.
Love, Ana
stay strong everyone, think thin, reach your goals <3
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